Ich liebe dich

schreit mein Herz, und mein Verstand stimmt dir zu.

01 / 11 / 2014

My feelings for you never really stopped, I know that now. But it scares me somehow, especially because I seem to be so important for you.. It’s too perfect.

01 / 06 / 2014

Ich hab mich, abgeschottet von allem, noch nie so wohl gefühlt wie dort.

01 / 01 / 2014

this day, forever.

"Deine Augen können nicht lügen. Die strahlen voll viel positive Energie aus. Ich seh das total."


three days

Die Zeit in der wir uns nicht sehen kommt mir jedes mal länger vor, als zuvor. Sehnsucht wird stärker und Entfernung größer.

why are you always right?

i smile when i read my thoughts from about 2 yrs ago and think about that one sentence you once said… “Wir werden wieder voneinander hören, ich hab’ das im Gefühl”

05 / 25 / 2012

"Promise me that’s all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. 
Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don’t want to live knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.”

11 / 08 / 2011

this is happening because i miss you:


da, ty mnje tosche nrawischsja… nichewo. bis zum mond. bis zu deinem horizont.

10 / 24 / 2011 

wanna know the truth ? i miss you. so. fucking. much. i was so scared
to walk out of this room and never feel this way again. that it would be over, that i should be lucky to have a time like this. i was standing in front of your window, watching the sun rise and from time to time i looked at you. lying in your bed, sleeping tight. you sweet liar. and i kissed you but you wouldn’t wake up. when you suddenly opened your eyes, you smiled as you saw me and reached for me to get next to you. the way you looked me in the eyes and held me like you did was the loudest i love you in my life. ever. i had to leave. and when we were standing outside, i was scared that maybe this would be the last time you hug me like that and kiss me and say “bye, see you” OH FUCK IT, YOU KNOW ! i fucking wanna stop to care ! i feel like i’m going insane and i can’t believe that it’s because of you ! i can’t belive i still feel you. can’t believe i still miss you. why did you do that to me ? why are you doing this to me ? when i watch these lovely moments flashing by, i just can’t believe that it wasn’t REAL